Monday, April 12, 2010

'Tell Me the Stories of Jesus'

Growing up this was one of my MANY favorite primary songs. I loved to hear the stories of Christ, the things he did through out his life on this earth. I remember reading them from a child's book when I was small. I can still picture that book in my head.

One talk that touched me during conference was given by Elder Neil L Andersen (okay, I admit, i was sleeping during the Sunday afternoon session, but I found the highlight in the Church News). He counseled how we should be teaching our children the stories of Jesus. When we do this, their testimonies will grow.

He states, " Each [youth] needs his or her own light, his or her own 'steadfast and immovable' faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, independent of parents, youth leaders and supportive friends."

I am hoping to do this. I never realized that in FHE we don't focus on stories of Him, more on the principles of the gospel. I want my children to know and love the Savior. To know all about His life when He was here. He set a tremendous example and they have to be aware of it if I want them to follow it.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Learning About Myself (Again)

In high school I was fairly confident. I would share my opinion with anyone, still will just think a little more before I speak now. I considered myself capable of many things and wasn't afraid to try new things. I trusted myself.

Today, that's still me, just toned down a bit. The one thing I do notice is I don't trust myself like I used to. I ALWAYS second guess myself.

I know part of it comes from letting my husband do everything. Why not? He's great at everything. Another part of it comes with motherhood. We have these little lives that need so much. We forget about ourselves. It's understandable when most days we're just trying to survive.

I've been focusing on this lately. I want to be the person I used to be. I want to trust myself. I think what kicked this off was Dustin's new job. I have had to step up to the plate a whole lot more. By making decisions or doing things that he would normally do, I have gained more confidence. I'm enjoying these feelings. I'm even attempting wall paper stripping all on my own! (a big step for me)

As far as motherhood goes, it's still crazy. Some days I still feel like I'm treading water, but through prayer an the miracle of the Atonement, I'm slowly gaining confidence as a mom and being comfortable with that role. I know it sounds CRAZY to say that after 12 years, but I have struggled with balance this whole time.

I"m not there yet, but I'm getting there. I'm a work in progress.

Monday, April 5, 2010

The Quote Lover in Me

Hi my name is, Larae. I am a quote-aholic.

Ever since I was young I have had a passion for words of inspiration. Not a strange thing, really. I think everyone loves to be lifted by others stimulating expressions. We rely on each other. But maybe I'm getting a little hoarder-ish.

I have quotes that go back to 6th grade. I have accumulated a rather impressible collection. What's a girl to do? Do you discard all these things that have helped sculpt who you are?

Dustin is getting annoyed. No, I have not got piles just sitting around, okay maybe 1, but it's only 1 inch thick!! I'm running out of places to put them!

Along time ago I tried starting a blog to organize my quotes. It might be time try it again. Any suggestions?

Friday, April 2, 2010

Discovering Anne Frank

Everyone has inside of him a piece of good news. The good news is that you don't know how great you can be! How much you can love! What you can accomplish! And what your potential is!
-Anne Frank

How true Daddy's words were when he said: all children must look after their own upbringing. Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands.
-Anne Frank

You can always, always give something, even if it is only kindness.
-Anne Frank



My kids and I are going to start learning about this incredible girl. I've never read her writings, but feel inspired to do so. After, we will visit the exhibit, Anne Frank: A History for Today. It will be held at the Salt Lake City Main Library. It will run April 13- May 11, 2010. I'm excited!

Anyone want to join us?